Happy Belated Birthday To Me...2016!

1. Eh eh...tak lama lagi 4 series...4 dekad.
Alhamdulillah. Tahun ni, tak de hadiah. Belanjawan rumah pun kene cut bajet jugak. Cuma nak spend quality time together dengan family je.

2. Tahun ni tahun yang :

- Allah bagi ujian tough. Kesihatan anak, kesihatan diri...keluar masuk hospital. Medical issues, medications... Nak komplen ke?....rasa macam tak patut, sebab byk Allah dah mudahkan...cuma ujianku yang ini je........... Tak layak komplen! Yes, kurang jemput orang ke rumah. Tak seperti tahun-tahun lepas, selalu juga jemput orang datang. Tahun ni, kurang......raya pun x de open house. Minum sirap dengan kuih je tahun ni.........kuih pun satu je. Tat nenas....hahahhahaaaaa.....

- paling tak banyak main...kurang merepek. Serius je. Gurau pun serius.

- banyak tangkap gambar...tak terrer tangkap gambar, tapi seronok lak, makin terrer... Syok tengok gambar....(perasan! hahahha... sedar tak sedar, dah 6 tahun dengan kamera tu rupernye....)

- banyak sibukkan diri...dengan exam anak-anak, UPKK lah...exam sekolah, next year kene prepare UPSR plak. Alhamdulillah banyak improvement. Sejak control main gadjet, fokus pembelajaran makin ok. Tak hantar tuisyen. memang study sendiri je......................

-  patut malu dengan kura - kura... kura- kura pun laju, seyyyhh......kerje tak siap2...tak macam masa masters,.....masa kat perth lg dah ready, hahahahaaa.....semangat! Kalau kene redah sorang pun, lepak je...Kali ni lain. Semua main terjun je... banyak tak ready, tak paham...berkajang - kajang le taip microsoft word merapu.......................................baca lain, paham lain, baca lagi sekali, lain rupernya......................Ya Allah, mudahkanlah urusanku........... Kalau rasa tak produktif kat rumah, ku pergi library......................... library university lain pun aku redah masuk gak! heheh....bestnye tengok library orang........................................................ teringin nak ada satu kat rumah.

- banyak duduk sendiri, paling produktif baca & tulis time awal pagi....time kurang produktif, spend masa dengan family. Masak makan...tengok tv......lipat baju? percaya lah, hmmmmmmmmmmm paling malas sekali...................selalu budak- budak ngan lakiku buat, heheheeeee.......trime kasih bang.....ye tau, chenta punya pasall.....hahahahha....

- Tahun yang kene imbangkan stress. Dr dah pesan..... Tapi, stress tu yang datang tanpa dijemput..... alamak, kene g blajo caner nak uruskan la nampaknya......


p/s: Dah nak habis 2016 rupernyeeee.....aaaaaa stress....

Can i survive my study-work years without coffee?

I was a true blue caffeine lover.
Especially when i needed to kick my adrenaline to rush up!
That was how i boosted my energy during my heavy duty work days, my degrees and my masters years...

But now, caffeine can damage my health badly. (in my case, seriously yes!)
....I don't want 'to loose me' while i m doing my study work.

It s tough to stay focus doing pretty messy houseworks &-nonstopable-head-cracking-tasks, for along time when you are easily exhausted. Honestly, i felt like slowpoke rodriguez in my first year progress...(that's speedy gonzales cousin, the slowest mouse in mexico)

My husband s swiss friend Mr Z, did his 2.5 years PHD without coffee...with 6 hours sleep-like-a-baby everyday, 22km bike ride to University from home & 22km bike ride back to home...
maybe i can try his way... err, not 44km bike ride a day, but maybe 10-20 km a week for start,...
Hopefully my brain can be wired better ... :)

My husband survived his daunting PHD years without coffee too...(but with many sleepless nights in the lab, & almost nearly became a zombie ... ;) ...)

Me ? yeah, i signed up the membership, the 'non-coffee survivor' too... but unlike them, i m still trying to pave my way to 'hopefully-i-know-where-i-m-heading-to- journey'.



yep, i m bored... need a break away for a while...